black angel moms, grief & loss, Uncategorized

I Don’t Hate Your Baby… I Just Really Miss Mine

I used to love babies. If someone I know had a baby, I’d be one of the first people around wanting to hold, talk to, cuddle and love on the little one. I can remember my cousin coming over soon after having my god-daughter and me trying to take her out of the car seat… Continue reading I Don’t Hate Your Baby… I Just Really Miss Mine

black angel moms, grief & loss, Uncategorized

Happiest, Saddest Place…

What’s your happy place?  The place you go where you feel at your best, your joy level is at it’s highest and you try to go as often as possible just to meet that need?  For me, that place is Central Florida.  I know Disney is typically deemed the “happiest place on earth” and though… Continue reading Happiest, Saddest Place…

7 Gems - You're Welcome, grief & loss, Laugh through the pain, Uncategorized

Poppin’ Pills & Bottles!

Provocative titles get more lookie-loos so, Welcome!   So… can we have an honest discussion?  Can we have an honest discussion about the ways we cope with grief & loss and specifically, how we use things to get us through tough times?  Sure, there’s therapy, there’s avoidance, there’s journaling and rituals, there’s even hospitalization if… Continue reading Poppin’ Pills & Bottles!

black angel moms, grief & loss, Poetry, Uncategorized

A Different Kind of Mother

I'm a different kinda mother The kind who most people overlook The kind who will never get to see her babies looking back at her The kind who never got to feel her growing body house her precious gifts til ready for the world.   I'm a different kinda mother. The kind who had to… Continue reading A Different Kind of Mother

black angel moms, grief & loss, Trauma of it all, Uncategorized

The Ultimate Empathy

So your girl Gabby is releasing or has released a book talking about her struggles overall. I don’t know if the entire book is about her struggles with infertility but that portion of the content has been all the buzz on the internet.  If you know me personally or have read another recent post, you… Continue reading The Ultimate Empathy

black angel moms, grief & loss, Trauma of it all, Uncategorized

The Struggle is Real

On a late night (meaning early evening but for me, it was late to be running the streets) run for snacks & t-shirts, the wife and I ended up at Kohl’s.  I personally find this store hit or miss but occasionally I find some gems that I can rock with.  There were these cute (looking)… Continue reading The Struggle is Real